Jerking off the jerks.

The following conversation took place between myself and a guy.

I am not posting this to gather sympathy and pity and suchlike. I just found this VERY funny. I was just going through my chat history and found this.


akr: For those who know me---> "I have stopped being nice.I am tired of being a punching bag.So now onwards whenever you behave like that,just know that,you cant possibly make me feel bad,because I stopped caring...and yes I will not be the silent sufferer any more.I will lash back and you will have to pay for it.Dearly. For those who dont--> There was a time when I was all about some silly giggles.Not any longer."
akr: am i the reason u changed urself?
me: its not just you
me: there are other people as well
akr: am sorry 4 dat u knw
me: err...you dont have to be ..u know
me: i dont want ppl feeling bad for me
me: i am what i am..n i am proud of it
akr: good 4 u
me: i know
akr: the only prblm thngs dnt really wrk dat way alwez..n u nid to sumtimes value wat others think of u
me: err..so you are telling me..that i gotta give value to some guy's words.....after he wrote me off for being JUST overweight...
me: i cant do that
me: plus i value those who matter to me
me: you dont
me: anymore
akr: sorry..a guy wrote u off bcoz he felt bcoz u wr ovrwt things may nt wrk out after all..nt wrote u off.. actually.. he didnt want to press on
akr: bcoz of that uncertainty
me: what do you think i am?...
me: a fool?
me: "he felt bcoz u wr ovrwt things may nt wrk out after all"...blah.
akr: well..is it so difficult being jst frnz?
me: err..i suppose i talk to you
me: what else was there anyway?
me: and i wouldn't even had talked rudely
akr: jst sumtimes I feel ur bubly self is missing..n i feel bad..
me: had i not been going thru this phase
me: you are wrong
me: i am the same with all others
akr: ya i can guess dat
me: i am like this intentionally with you
akr: ok bye then
me: i sed i still talk to you
akr: ya ya..i knw dat
me: am still talking i suppose
akr: formality nvr wrks with me
me: so what do you want?
akr: nothing
akr: newez leave it
me: yah...and mind you EVERYTHING is going wrong with me
akr: wat happened?
me: there was this college project
akr: o
akr: n?
me: and we screwed it up badly
akr: ok
me: its just that things are not working out..
akr: d same is happening to my projct
me: and i am ALWAYS the scpegoat....why?..because i am nice n sweet
me: i better not be that way
akr: ok
akr: ya thats true ppl tek advantage wen u r nice n sweet
akr: bt ppl also bcum closer ones wen u r nice n sweet
akr: thats a fine line of judgemnt
me: i dont want ppl to come close...specially when i have this insecurity with my appearance..and you completely broke my confidence
akr: am sorry
akr: plz
akr: see..wen i was a kid..I too wz chubby..n I wz cont made aware of it.. n I started hating myself.. n then I started wrking out so rigorously to lose wt
akr: jst to b normal
akr: as in others' veiws
me: so?
akr: i knw hw it feels
me: did anyone ever write you off for being chubby?
akr: i dnt want u to feel dat bcz of me
me: and it has happened more than once
me: in my case
akr: no noone gt the chance
me: yah rite
me: nice story...very heart warming
akr: coz I started working out frm class 9
akr: that stopped my growing fat n also my growing tall
me: whatever
me: o ha..happy april fool's day
akr: same to u
akr: chek this out
me: now whats this?
akr: made this myself n with a frnd with eggs
me: ok
me: wait i will show u something
akr: ok
me: http://55-words.blogspot.com/
me: my story got selected
akr: ya its gr8
akr: hey the sites gr8
akr: maybe evn i'll strt blogging wen i'll get d time
me: hmm
akr: bt gt to study nw
me: which you wont ever..
me: ya
me: rite
akr: the truth of my unhappy life
me: bye
akr: bye.

The guy did start blogging btw. I just hope he doesn't mind the link.
Actually I don't even care. He wrote me off coz I am overweight. hmmmmmf. :-|